Meggie. 16. Taken. Colorado.
I want to write something that inspires people. I want to be looked at and people say she inspired me to be something great. I want to be great. Not famous. Great.
"When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it’s just as hard as what you’re going through." — Nicholas Sparks
I feel empty, cold , fucked up. I don’t know what I’m doing with myself anymore. Why do i even bother.
Sometimes, I forget about what has really happened.
Sometimes, I miss that found touch of you that it almost felt foreign last night
Sometimes, I forget that I’m turning into something I hate
Sometimes, I miss that laugh that when I hear it I glow
Sometimes, I forget that I was the one who ended things.
Sometimes, I miss those late nights laying in my bed discussing anything and everything
Sometimes, I forget how i really am.
Sometimes, I miss us
All the time, I miss you.
Skype with sunscreen (Taken with instagram)
Torn ligament life’s a bitch (Taken with instagram)
Mornings with Lou and Elisse (Taken with instagram)
Only fitting because I’m going to the devils prom (Taken with instagram)
I wanna kiss you in the rain. I want us to be that cute summer romance. I want to let all my walls down for you. I want to lay in the dark and listen to you sleep next to me. I want to be there to lift you up when your down. I want all that for us. But wanting is a funny thing
Prom dress (Taken with instagram)
Clever (Taken with instagram)
#cute (Taken with instagram)
Morning world :) (Taken with instagram)
I wish it was easy. It would be like “hey you’re cute. ” let’s go on a couple of dates. We can cuddle and do those cute things. We can fall in love and be those cute couples. That’s not us though, I’m not the person. I wanna be that person. I wanna open up and have that cute shit. The thing is though, I’m not that person. I’m sorry my best friend is a guy, that makes you insecure . But hey I like you.
